Anna's birthday I did GREAT

I did amazing for Anna's birthday. Yesterday, though, I had TWO pieces of cake. That's more than I had for Anna's birthday. We went to a concert and I had a soda! Regular soda! But I jumped until my knee started hurting. I should've bit through the pain and jumped around some more.

Anna's birthday... Was wow. I.M. didn't tell me to eat more than what I ate. I had hardly anything. A few bites of nasty, grilled tofu, some slices of grill zucinni, a bite of grilled green onion, some popcorn (with butter, ugh), and a few bites of icing.

Weight? I dunno.

Comments:

Kes: That's exactly what I did. Thank you for the advice! ^^ I also had two glasses of water really quickly together so I was fuller. If they had asked, I could have blamed it on a small stomach.

americaleagel: I had a fantastic time. Everyone was lovely and we went to see the new Harry Potter movie right after the party. I felt very loved and it wasn't even my party. Haha

Today will not be good.

I have a birthday party to go to. They're making food especially for me. I hate it. Cake, grilled veggies, whatever else they can think of to shove down my throat. Why can't I just come up with a reason to refuse? I'll feel mean. Fail.

Fast

So, I'm fasting today. Or I'm supposed to. I mean, there's gonna be CAKE there tomorrow. I told my crush/best friend I would eat some of the cake. They're also grilling, but being polite and grilling veggies and, if they can, tofu. Can you grill tofu? I don't know if you can or not.

Why do my friend's parents have to think about me? This means I'll feel like I have to eat because they made it just for me.

Sammy: I'd never be able to just assume when I've gone over. If I really want to know the calorie count of it, I sit down and think about everything I've eaten and then I look up the calorie amount or use the amount I know.Thanks, I hope I do well at her party too. :/ Also hope I got her something she wants.

Fat, Fat, FAT

Reese's Pieces, about 3 servings(150*3=450), cheese(60), and and...there's more, I know there is! I just... can't think of any. So...there's probably not. That's under six hundred calories. That's...not so bad. I got a diet soda, so it doesn't count. It's diet Dr. Pepper. Zero calories.

Tomorrow, I have to fast. I said I would before Anna's birthday party and tomorrow is the last day. So I HAVE to. Absolutely.

Comment:

My intake wasn't that good at the end of the day, though. It was about 1500. :/ Which sucks.

Zero

That's my calories so far.
But I haven't gone out to my grandma's yet, so unless we go around six or seven in the evening, it's gonna be worse. A lot worse.
Weight this morning with my P.J.'s on was 135. I'm subtracting a pound because of clothing, bracelets, earrings, ect... So, we're going with 134.
My legs look thinner. Not since yesterday, but since I REALLY looked at them. I took a picture of them just to see if it was true.It is. They're not super thin, but they're thinner. Which is a start. Remember, you're working to look not like this.By the way, I did not wear those boots around today. Really think they're cute, but they look pretty winter-ish.


Lottie X: I actually had a wonderful day yesterday, just not...foodwise.

Kes: The markings on our scale are sooo tiny, so I can't really tell what it says without bending down, but then they change because I'm putting more pressure on it. See I'm usually the one getting other people's clothes. And I hate it. Haha


Edit: Ugh! Right after posting I go and eat 350 calories.

Wow

It's two-thirty.
I've been up since eleven-thirty.
I've brushed my teeth, washed my face, put on eyeliner, watched a TV special about Harry Potter (♥), found my favorite jacket, oh and not eaten.
Only drank part of a bottle of water, a full bottle of water, and two classes of coffee.
Feeling freaking great. Other than the music on the radio sucks and my little brother's using the other computer so I can't blast my ears out with great music. Oh and my headphones are dying so they block out sound, but sound like crap.
Huh, I kinda wonder where my Choir hoodie went.
Burn calories tearing my room apart looking for it? Sounds like a good idea. See, I love my choir hoodie. It's huge on me and really thick. Perfect for when I don't want to wear a coat in winter.
Only, I have no clue where it's wondered off to.

I knew I was forgetting something.
Weight this morning: 136/135. I couldn't really tell which. Of course, I'll be weighing myself later tonight.

I'm an Idiot.

That whole thing about me being beautiful?
Can't be true.
Eating makes me sick. Almost literally. I went into the bathroom after eating a side salad, cherry pie, and drinking half a powerade/hi-c mix. Nearly got on my knees and made myself puke for the first time ever. But I didn't.
Calorie count was up at around 1040. Not "normal" but it will make me fat. Especially with how much sugar and fat stuff I had.